This is my blog, all written in my perspective.
About my life, my feelings.
All noted carefully here, word by word.
Don't need you to judge on me.
Just scram if you wanna whine.
Or else I'll make you cry mama.
i'm just me
There's no word to describe who i am. Let my friends do all the talking and you'll be the judge:
IRENE
"Zi, you're such a player"
VLADY
"I wish I can have your luck. You always get a lot of good deal"
GILBERT
"You're the man"
ADLAN
"Damn, you're good"
ASIF
"Azizi, without you, mati aku"
MONICA
"Oh man, your life is such a drama. So complicated"
AIDAH
"Kambangness"
Kambang is not 'kambing'
Unruggedness is just me
Well, aku bukan kambing,
Kambangness, yes it's me, Haha..jeles!!!
The Unruggedness
♠ Love, Peace & Respect
hj mohd ali hj ibrahim (babah)
My supportive dad, easy to talk with when it comes to hobbies and gadgets
hjh siti ala hj salleh (mama)
My awesome mom, easy to talk with when it comes to problems, good advisor
Pg Anak Norsaedah Pg Anak Hj Mohd Salleh
Babu
mr c takayama
My bestfriend, my 'sifu', my 'coco', my colleague, mysterious buddy (you know who you are buddy)
irene yu
My 'cheche', partner in crime when it comes to food, my colleague, my bestfriend
albert chin
My 'coco', My 'tien-tien' partner, my colleague, my bestfriend
gilbert macunat
My apprentice, my 'you're the man' man, my best colleague, very supportive
monica chee
My bestfriend, easy to talk with, very supportive, good advisor
Finish work around 1.30am. Went late supper with Vlady at sampoerna-enak. Saw Juli, Acrit, Pamela and Adlan eating there, so we join them. Hate to say, we all kinna like talk about this new guy. Jahat wah otak sorang2. Ya, after that went straight to apartment and sleep.
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A bit frenzy waking up in the morning today. Took shower and then took my car for spin and cruising for warm up. I miss Tungku house, so I went there, stalking. Hehe. Just kidding. Just going there, looking around. I saw bapa. Hey, miss him. Matter of facts, I miss everything there. Wanted to stop by but I know I can't, its for my own good, rite?
I went for breakfast at C.A.Mohammad Gdg. Usual place. Order roti kosong, but unfortunately, sold out. So I ordered roti kawin instead and teh tarik for my drink.
Me and Cyril planning to go Limbang today, just to get outside Brunei. Well that's the nearest we can think of. Plan to go at 1.30pm and guess what, we're both waiting for each other to get ready. At first, I assumed he was searching for his passport coz earlier he asked about my passport. Panya, he was waiting for me. And I was waiting for him jua. It took us, one and half hour to ask each other, either ready kah alum. Haha. Selahau. Kalinya, around 3pm lang jalan. Que at the border was quite ok, took us around 30 mins. I'm using my new car so, I have to fill forms. Unfortunately, I forgot to bring pen to write. Luckily, the Brunei officer kindly lend us her pen. Cyril took the pen to the car and fill forms. We have this crazy idea, trying to steal her pen and see what's her reaction. Yeah, when reach our turn to submit the form, the officer ask her pen back and we both react like nothing happen. Kali, we started bursting our laugh, and return the pen to her and thanx her. It was so funny. Well, she laugh as well and said to us "That's a good one. Have a nice trip you guys". Wow, bruneians really are nice people. "Hey Cyril...there goes our free pen, bro. Hahaha".
Anyway, we reach Limbang at 5 plus. We both took detour. So I went to sugabun while waiting for Cyril for his other things. Our meeting point was at KFC. At 6.40pm, we meet up, then Cyril went for his haircut... We went to KFC for our dinner. Unfortunately, all the food sold out. So it kinna like downgraded our mood a bit, coz it was part of our trip plan. We went to Sugabun instead to tapau food. He ordered Beef Banjo while I ordered Fish Burger. I explained few things to Cyril about Limbang before we went back to Brunei, like the shops close at 7pm and stuff like that... We reach Brunei at 9pm and went straight to Thye Foodcourt to eat our tapau food from Limbang. Hehe. Nice. It was packed there, so we don't want to stay long anyway. We went back to apartment. So tired...Really tired. Better take shower first, then sleep.
Friday, August 8
What a day
Just finished my work. Busy the whole day with so much unplanned events. Ya, I can say, it's so much fun actually, disturbing Adlan working and make him feel stressful. Not only that, I'm tutoring this new guy how to do layout and stuff. Well, he's suppose to be sport sub-editor, subbing articles and stories. Guess what, he ask me to sub and cut stories for him. Haha. Just imagine that. I can't say much about this guy. But I hope for his best.
Wednesday, August 6
Nowhere to run
Woke up around 12.09pm. Bit lazy today, yet, have no mood at all. Kinna stress at the same time. Keep thinking where should I go from here. Everything around me is so unpredictable. It's not as bad as I think, but yet I feel so lost and helpless. I miss someone. Can't stop thinking of her. Hope she's doing fine. I chat with Irene, to see if she can accompany me to eat. Well, panya lapar tah jua anak ah. Haha. So we went to GRIPPS cafe. I ordered sweet and sour chicken fried rice while she ordered....mmmm....a lot.hehe. We didn't talk much coz I wasnt in the mood really.
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5th August 2008
Woke up early in the morning again (rajin!!!) around 6am, coz need to go to Tutong hospital to finish-up my medical check-up. Pick up mum and dad at home first, then head to hospital. First my plan was to go check my teeth followed by ear and lastly blood and urine test. In the end, I have to go to the lab for blood and urine test first. Damn. Blood test makes me nervous, imagine having that needle choke in my skin and suck 'one tube' of my blood. Urgghhh!!!. I can feel the pain already... No 846? Oh no. It's my turn...Well, the truth is, it doesn't feel a thing at all. Haha. I know I know. I'm so lame... It took me 2 hours plus to finish check-up everything. Ah, I'm so relief now. No more needles. Hehe.
As usual, went breakfast but different place, at MAYA CAFE. My uncle, auntie and little cousin join us for breakfast. I ordered nasi lemak, which is quite good, but too little. Its orite. I couldn't eat well anyway. I can't move my left arm normally due to the blood test. I just afraid if I move it, all my blood will spill out. Psszzzz Pssszzz. Haha. Nda wah. Paksa gerak palan2 ja, if not, terasa sakitnya. After breakfast and stuff, we went straight home. I'm so tired, ya, I went to sleep til 3pm. Have to wake up to work, although its a bit too early. There's sumthing I have to do. As routine of mine, if I go back to tutong, I always buy 'pulut panggang' at the shop, between the two buildings. Haha. Unfortunately, puluts sold out (see, how good it is. hehe). So left with 'kelupis udang'. This is also one of the best food there. Irene and Cyril said it's much better than the puluts. I haven't ate it yet, maybe next time. Anyway, bought few for Irene, Cyril and babu.
I went to visit babu first. I miss her so much. Haven't seen her quite awhile since I was kick out from Tungku house. I wanna see how she's doing... Well, she's doing fine. She's happy to see me. She saw my red car outside, immediately open the door house for me. Nice to see that smiling face of her again, it heals my wounded heart and my left arm. Seriously. There's nothing much I wanna say to her, but I'm glad that I can see her again. Oh ya, she bought me presents for my b'day. 4 shirts. Her fav is the red one. Hehe. Match my car color too. Thanxz babu. Saw little Alai as well, play around with her for awhile. I can't stay long there coz I have to be ready for my night mode. Hehe. I'll be there again...sumday.
Monday, August 4
The new world order
Hey, today is the day that I'll be going night shift again. Horrraaayyyy!!!.. I requested to move to night shift a week ago since I got government job now. Not only that but ya, I have so many free time that I don't really wanna waste. Why do I need 2 jobs for? So that I can actually survive living in this life. Not only that, I wanna learn sumthing, achieve sumthing. To be successful in life. As long as I'm still breathing, I will do whatever I can to achieve that aim. I'll try my best. Speaking of job, ya, I went to the MOE briefing this morning. Nothing much information was told tho, just some government procedure and rules. But I'm looking forward to my posting, either in Bandar or Tutong...
Sunday, August 3
Cranky Sunday
Today, everything is so laid back. This morning Hizbollah ask me if we should have a meeting or not. I would say to him that we dont have to since not many people would show up especially on Sunday. To be honest kan, I kinna lazy to have any kinna meeting and stuff, hari minggu tah lagi. Nothing much to do jua, doing screen guide saja, so a bit relaxz. Once done, surfing site tah saja, just to kill time. At first kan kacau and borak2 ngan Adlan, but he kinna like look stress and busy, so don't wanna kacau him first. My friend, Kai, msg me, asking if I can check for him the price for Blitz SUS304 Power Intake for his RX8. Manage to find a few, but a bit pricey2. With full kit, including piping and induction box cost B$830 and for set, cost B$600. Uhuk2, mahal bro but its a good kit. Afternoon, I was about to go to KFC when Irene showed up and told me that she bought food for me and Cyril. Hehe. Casbah London Kebab sengkurong. Yehaaaa. Rezeki. Alhamdulilah, save budget. Kali, cari tempat makan, unfortunately pantry full, so last2, makan arah front desk (arah reception). Haha...depan pintu masuk lagi tu. Pacah Irene ah... Food? So damn good.Mun udah lapar. Definitely nyaman punya. Thanxz Irene. Nothing much to do at nite. Planning kan tido awal. Coz ada taklimat M.O.E esok paksa awal bangun. Kali?Nah...kul 12 tah udah...blog punya pasal ni. Okay....bedtime. Tido tido. ZzZZzz.
My Chemical Life
Mushi mushi, A lot of things I need to list out since I just started this scene. I don't want to talk about the downside of the story yet. Lets just started with the good one first.
16th July 2008 Feel happy that I bought new ride. Before that, I used to drive Nissan Silvia s15. Nice ride, good car but bad history. Couldn't say much about the history thingy, ya, I have to let it go. Sebulan lebih I didn't drive, so bertapa dirumah tah ganya. Kesian. Good thing that it was my 2 weeks leave p kepisan jua nda dpt jalan kemana2. Funny thing tho, when I'm at home, I only wish that I'm at work. P when I'm at work, macam2 tah ulahnya, kan balik chia and stuff.
Ok, let me tell you about new my ride. Its red (ya I wish its a ferrari but its not, sia-sia pun). Its a mazda car. And here's the logo. Jing Jing Jing.
Yeah... I'm happy but not fully.
26th July 2008
Hey, I'm moving out to the Office/Cyril's apartment. Let's just say Id been kick out from Tungku place for bad behaviour. Luan gauk wah. Ya, its my fault, I can say I deserve it. Ya, I kinna ask Cyril dengan muka seposen, if I can stay at his place just for a few weeks or so. I know he offered me to stay but I'm kinna embarassed lang, eventho we're like brothers.
To Cyril: "Hey bro, sorry to burden you a lot. It won't be long till Ive settle everything. Go green (shrek), bro. I'll be back to my place soon"
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31th July 2008
Its my birthday, hehe. But I won't talk about my birthday thingy, its a secret. sssshhh...Anyway, I woke up early in the morning to go back to tutong, pick up my mum and dad, went hospital for medical check-up. Boy, bukan nda ramai org ambil darah and check gigi, so I couldn't wait. Coz, alang2 jua klinik telinga nda buka and klinik gigi panuh. Beside they asked me to come next tuesday ja. Ok....so I went for X-ray and eyes check-up ja dulu since atu ja available. Kesian jua mama, menunggu. Oh ya, I went there with mum and dad, since they're willing to accompany me. But dad left early coz he need to go sumwhere. After my medical check-up, me and mum went to pasar bali lada first and then went breakfast with my uncle, auntie and my nenek at MAWAR EMAS restaurant. It was my treat since it's my birthday. P yg banarnya, my uncle majal minta lanja, hehe..esh esh.
Afternoon, I went to buy Irene her fav 'tutong pulut panggang' from the shop "between the two buildings". Hahaha. I met my old buddy, Birin, at that shop. But unfortunately, nda dpt lepak batah2, coz I need to get back to work. If off manasaja, walaupun tido dlm kadai atu.
So, I went back to work. Noone seems to notice its my birthday, its a good thing and it remain a secret. sssshhhh...except for Irene and Vlady. Vlady saw me and wanted to scream 'Happy birthday', so I quickly hide myself under my desk. It was so funny, Vlady just laugh at me. Man, Id been bullied.
Me, Albert, Cyril and Irene went for thai food for dinner at LEMONGRASS. Its been so long since we have thai food. Ya, quite long. After we had our meal, Irene surprised me with birthday cake. Aduii...malunya aku. Full house lagi tu restaurant atu. Haiyaaa, what to do...just act like nothing happen. Lalala...Anyway, thanxz Irene for the cake. Its nice, blueberry cheese cake. Nyum nyum.
I went to watch 'Mummy 3:Tomb of the emperor' with Irene and Albert, 10 o'clock nite show. Irene bought the tickets earlier. Cyril couldnt make it coz he had to work. I must say the movie, is a bit disappointing. Not as I hope for. Mummy 1 and 2 is still the best...
