This is my blog, all written in my perspective.
About my life, my feelings.
All noted carefully here, word by word.
Don't need you to judge on me.
Just scram if you wanna whine.
Or else I'll make you cry mama.
i'm just me
There's no word to describe who i am. Let my friends do all the talking and you'll be the judge:
IRENE
"Zi, you're such a player"
VLADY
"I wish I can have your luck. You always get a lot of good deal"
GILBERT
"You're the man"
ADLAN
"Damn, you're good"
ASIF
"Azizi, without you, mati aku"
MONICA
"Oh man, your life is such a drama. So complicated"
AIDAH
"Kambangness"
Kambang is not 'kambing'
Unruggedness is just me
Well, aku bukan kambing,
Kambangness, yes it's me, Haha..jeles!!!
The Unruggedness
♠ Love, Peace & Respect
hj mohd ali hj ibrahim (babah)
My supportive dad, easy to talk with when it comes to hobbies and gadgets
hjh siti ala hj salleh (mama)
My awesome mom, easy to talk with when it comes to problems, good advisor
Pg Anak Norsaedah Pg Anak Hj Mohd Salleh
Babu
mr c takayama
My bestfriend, my 'sifu', my 'coco', my colleague, mysterious buddy (you know who you are buddy)
irene yu
My 'cheche', partner in crime when it comes to food, my colleague, my bestfriend
albert chin
My 'coco', My 'tien-tien' partner, my colleague, my bestfriend
gilbert macunat
My apprentice, my 'you're the man' man, my best colleague, very supportive
monica chee
My bestfriend, easy to talk with, very supportive, good advisor
Woke up around 12.09pm. Bit lazy today, yet, have no mood at all. Kinna stress at the same time. Keep thinking where should I go from here. Everything around me is so unpredictable. It's not as bad as I think, but yet I feel so lost and helpless. I miss someone. Can't stop thinking of her. Hope she's doing fine. I chat with Irene, to see if she can accompany me to eat. Well, panya lapar tah jua anak ah. Haha. So we went to GRIPPS cafe. I ordered sweet and sour chicken fried rice while she ordered....mmmm....a lot.hehe. We didn't talk much coz I wasnt in the mood really.
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5th August 2008
Woke up early in the morning again (rajin!!!) around 6am, coz need to go to Tutong hospital to finish-up my medical check-up. Pick up mum and dad at home first, then head to hospital. First my plan was to go check my teeth followed by ear and lastly blood and urine test. In the end, I have to go to the lab for blood and urine test first. Damn. Blood test makes me nervous, imagine having that needle choke in my skin and suck 'one tube' of my blood. Urgghhh!!!. I can feel the pain already... No 846? Oh no. It's my turn...Well, the truth is, it doesn't feel a thing at all. Haha. I know I know. I'm so lame... It took me 2 hours plus to finish check-up everything. Ah, I'm so relief now. No more needles. Hehe.
As usual, went breakfast but different place, at MAYA CAFE. My uncle, auntie and little cousin join us for breakfast. I ordered nasi lemak, which is quite good, but too little. Its orite. I couldn't eat well anyway. I can't move my left arm normally due to the blood test. I just afraid if I move it, all my blood will spill out. Psszzzz Pssszzz. Haha. Nda wah. Paksa gerak palan2 ja, if not, terasa sakitnya. After breakfast and stuff, we went straight home. I'm so tired, ya, I went to sleep til 3pm. Have to wake up to work, although its a bit too early. There's sumthing I have to do. As routine of mine, if I go back to tutong, I always buy 'pulut panggang' at the shop, between the two buildings. Haha. Unfortunately, puluts sold out (see, how good it is. hehe). So left with 'kelupis udang'. This is also one of the best food there. Irene and Cyril said it's much better than the puluts. I haven't ate it yet, maybe next time. Anyway, bought few for Irene, Cyril and babu.
I went to visit babu first. I miss her so much. Haven't seen her quite awhile since I was kick out from Tungku house. I wanna see how she's doing... Well, she's doing fine. She's happy to see me. She saw my red car outside, immediately open the door house for me. Nice to see that smiling face of her again, it heals my wounded heart and my left arm. Seriously. There's nothing much I wanna say to her, but I'm glad that I can see her again. Oh ya, she bought me presents for my b'day. 4 shirts. Her fav is the red one. Hehe. Match my car color too. Thanxz babu. Saw little Alai as well, play around with her for awhile. I can't stay long there coz I have to be ready for my night mode. Hehe. I'll be there again...sumday.
